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Every morning, I feel I'm mourning that the morning is here...

The light far too bright, and sky far too clear...

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February 23rd, 2007

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I really need to reset my sleeping habits. The weekend is here, I have no clue as to what I should do---other than all the school work i've been flaking on. I was so diligent earlier last semester. Now I can barely make all my classes. What is that?

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About Me
~ Basic Info ~
Name(Nickname):Tete
Gender:female
Birthday:2/16
P.O.B:Del a Where?
Location Now:South ORange
Ethnicity:Nigerian
Religion:rosicrucian
Occupation:student
Marital Status:its complicated..
Famliy:2 brothers, parents---a whole slew of "adopted" family members
Hobbies:Tarot, Singing, Writing, fandom, video games, reading, dorky things
Interests:chemistry, spiritualism, meditation, labyrinths, children, rugby
Talents:singing, piano, sax, songwriting...score composition, making people laugh
Goals:med school, write a novel, compose a film score, release an album, master bassoon
Fears:failure, rape, dying alone, fear itself
Weaknesses:chocolate, sex, cute boys, sparkly things....being too hard on myself
Strenghts:Inability to stay angry, helping people
Do you...Drink:probably too much
Smoke:not any more
Drive:at home
Believe in...Love:i'm not entirely sure
Magic:yes
Are you a vegetarian?:for the most part
Can you keep a secret?:yes
Do you have secret(s)?:many
Around you close friends you are...:silly, jovial, open, bubbly even
Around strangers you are...:leery, unsmiling, almost standoffish
Describe yourself in a few words::out of my mind
~ Appearance ~
Height:6'0"
Body Type:thick
Natural hair color:brown
Hair now (Dyed/Highlighted?):brown
Hair Length:brushes the nape of my neck, but weave is a wonderful thing
Natural eye color:brown
Color Contacts?:yeah, green
Glasses/Contacts:both
Tattos:no
Piercings:thinking bout getting a tongue ring
Accessories hard to part from:triquetra and pentacle necklaces
Clothing Style:any where from goth to preppy...depends on my mood and whether ive done my laundry
~ Favorites ~
Band:Dresden Dolls, Nirvana
Singer:Fiona Apple
CD:Requiem for a Dream Sound track
Song:Sing-- Dresden Dolls
Music genre:Good music
Movie:Beauty and the Beast
Film genre:dunno
Actor:Samuel Jackson
Actress:Angelina Jolie
Book:So many good ones...
Author:Terry Goodkind
Show:Gundam Wing
Channel:Cartoon Network
Subject:Music...
Food:Fufu and Egusi soup
Drink:vodka and cranberry...
Season:fall/early winter
Weather:stormy
Jewelry piece:silver pentacles
Clothing piece:hoody
Body part (you don't have to be gross;):on me? erm...my lips
Word:melancholy
Letter:X
Animal:a tie between cats and wolves
Number:216
Thing to do:create-- music, stories, life
Place to be:in water
Person/People to be with:those who know me well--and still love me
~ This/That ~
Late Night/Day Time:night
Gold/Silver:silver
Mountain/Beach:beach
Ocean/Pool:ocean
Live Action/Animation:animation
Fantasy/Reality:fantasy
Book/Movie:book
Simple/Complicated:complicated
Casual/Formal:casual
Crowd/Loner:loner
Romantic Night In/Wild Night Out:both
Warm/Cold:warm
Dark/Light:dark
Day/Night:night
Walk/Ride:walk
Health Food/Junk Food:a bit of both
Seek Revenge/Make Peace:wash my hands of the matter
Health/Beauty:loaded question
Fiction/Non-Fiction:fiction
Bully/Be Bullied:neither
Modern/Classic:classic
Kill/Be Killed:probably kill
Country/City:the country is so much prettier
Outcast/Popularity:popular outcast
Work Alone/Work in Group:work alone
Dog/Cat:cat
Live Wealthy/ Live Comfortably:comfortably wealthy
Natural Causes/Freak Accident:natural causes
Love/Money:love
Kiss/Hug:kiss
Black/White:black
Be Nice/Be Right:be right
Noise/Quiet:quiet
Friends/Lovers:friends--lovers come and go
Book Smarts/Street Smarts:both
Friends First/Date First:friends first
Flaws/Perfection:flaws--perfection is intimidating
Rated R/Rated G:R
Extrovert/Introvert:Intro
Eat In/Take Out:Eat in
Angel/Devil:Angel
Water/Soda:Water
Coffee/Tea:Tea
Coke/Pepsi:bleck, neither
TV/Radio:Radio
Love/Lust:Love
Email/Write Letter:Write letter
Talk/IM:IM
Pencil/Pen:pen
Fur/Faux:fur feels better, but you feel so guilty
Rich/Poor:rich
Manual Labor/Technological Labor(Robots):robots are more efficient
House/Apartment:house
Stay/Go:where?
Emo/Gangster:gangster
Make-up/Naked Face:naked face
Plaid/Floral:plaid
Good-bye/Later:later
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November 1st, 2006

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Performing an experiment, to prove or disprove a theory. The outcome could be really helpful, or profoundly bad. But that is what science is about--taking the risk to find out. I think I'm ready. Perhaps I should blog my results? Nah. I'll log the data elsewhere.

October 29th, 2006

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Id been doing well. Over a month since my last flashback. I thought I'd be okay with perhaps watching a single episode of SVU. Terrible error in judgement, but I dont want to leave so suddenly, I need to get over this. One step at a time, right?

October 26th, 2006

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The smiles are gone. Oh well, it was nice when while it lasted. I've been playing piano all day. My hands hurt. Only God can be sure why I'm typing. My recital is Sunday, Dec 9th 2pm in Jubilee Auditorium. If youre one of the 2 people who read this....you should go. Even if its to laugh at my feeble attempts of being musical!

I'm not emo, not really. It's an odd mood. Its movie-esque. The melodic, usually piano based part in the score. Normally played right before something tragic happens. Almost melancholic, but still major---not yet crossing into the darker, minor tone. So its like I'm on the cusp of a bad mood. Should probably retract into shell, to avoiding hurting and/or maiming the few people who hang out with me :-D

October 24th, 2006

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Not so smiley :-/

October 23rd, 2006

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Love me!

October 22nd, 2006

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And I'm all smiles :-)

October 21st, 2006

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A good day, a good night. :-)
Sickness is slowly fading, which is good. I feel that girlish giddiness only found in movies, or perhaps in the sweeter moments of life. The ones that take your breath away...I wasn't completely breathless, but the onset was obvious. It's a start.

Smiles, dimples, angel kisses, unicorns, rainbows, glitter, lip gloss, laughter, friends, marshmallows, secret eating, shoes....happy sighs. :-)


Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.

October 18th, 2006

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Well then. I guess it was God's way of telling me I wont be better in time for Six Flags--the tickets were sold out. Now the only thing I have to look forward to is this Chem Midterm. Whoopty Friggin Doo. Still sick. There is a slew of things that have gone wrong, but they are insignificant. There are some people I will never understand, but its alright. I realize that in six months it wont matter, or on a grander scale---If I died, no one would remember it anyhow. It makes difficult situations easier, when you know that they're rather miniscule in the grand scheme.

But this poses another, perhaps a more important notion: What really is important? I dont mean to get existential, but really....everything does seem insignificant....flatulance in the wind, if oyu will. We could just be a virus in some beings biological process, wouldn't that be wild?

None of it changes the fact that I have my first midterm tomorrow, I cant sleep. I cant focus enough to study. And if I fail it, I dishonor my family.


*deep breath*

no pressure.
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